Wednesday, November 08, 2006
are you ready for the F A L L O U T ?
*just when you thought the worst was over......
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i want to change the world one little kid at a time... can you find me a preschool teaching job ?
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killing yourself in the gym is a very good distraction
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it feels like i've known somebody forever, yet at the same time, im still surprised about the things i learn about that person everyday...
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Cebu, anyone ?
Posted at 07:27 am by rica_rgo
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
white s a n d and clear water
cold breeze and twinkling stars
soft RAIN in the morning
cold milk and warm cookies
pancakes and honey
… thinking of happy thoughts on a late evening at work…
wala ba akong sundo ? takot ako umuwi mag-isa. - 11:06pm
Posted at 11:01 pm by rica_rgo
Monday, September 11, 2006
It’s all about change.
Schumi is retiring at the end of the season.
Kimi is moving to Ferrari next year.
And Fernando is transferring to McLaren.
2007. That will be the year.
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I’ve decided to take the road less travelled.
It feels right. It feel right more than ever.
Well, at least until the end of the year.
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I will make changes in my work schedule.
Starting today, 10 hours will be the maximum time I will allocate.
10 solid hours of productive work.
After which, I leave. After all, it’s JUST work. I don’t want work to define who I am.
I will resume going to the gym.
I will take up running. And yoga.
I will read books once again.
I will watch cable TV.
I will watch the evening news.
I will reconnect with friends.
With myself.
Most importantly, with the Lord.
Work-life balance they say. I will do what makes me happy.
Posted at 08:57 am by rica_rgo
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Big day today. Tonight. The truth is, I was no longer expecting for this to happen, because I know deep inside that I made a fool out of myself at the last encounter. However, I am a believer in the "signs" that God sends, to point me to the right d i r e c t i o n.
It's funny how you could WANT something so badly for the longest time, yet when it's finally within your grasp, right before your eyes, all too sudden you feel like you don't want it anymore.
Maybe I'm just carried away by the attachment I developed to this project. A connection I have seemingly nurtured despite all the problems and headaches and heartaches it is causing me.
Then again, I have to remind myself to never again put my life on hold for someone, nor hold out for a promise that will be broken anyway. I made a mistake once, twice, and that should be enough.
I've sacrificed a lot of "me" time to prioritize work, yet never have I reaped any appreciation for the fruits of my labor.
Now is another opportunity to reshape my life, yet it seems like I'm holding back again. I don't want to make the same mistake.
We'll see how it all goes tonight.
Posted at 03:58 pm by rica_rgo
